I wish I could.....

hear your voice calling my name once again.....
hold your hands.....
talk to you all day.....
saunter with you.....
watch the stars with you.....
be able to find you again when my Math subject gets tough.....
see you smilimg at me......
be able to rest my head on your shoulders.....
let you see me crying and wait till you wipe my tears.....
feel the warmth of your hug.....
be able to gather courage to tell you how I really feel.....
hear you tell me: "I love you".....



and last,
I wish I could get out of this daydreaming right now.
Because it hurts me. It hurts to know that none of these things, just even one, could come true.....

now that's SWEET.

One of my friends borrowed my mechanical pencil to do his drafting at home. Since I had two that time, I lent him the other one. So after he used it, he returned it back.

I was reviewing for finals, and my marker ran out of ink and decided just to use my pencil instead of wasting time of finding another one. I was playing with my pencil and I noticed that there was something inside of it because it sounded every time I shook it..... I removed that thing on the end of the pencil and tried to get rid whatever was in there. I got surprised since lead sticks (I don't how it's really called but I'm talking about the ones that you put in a mechanical pencil to be able to write) came out of it. I don't put lead sticks on my pencil..... I just refill it at home..... I wasn't sure at first if it was him because another classmate borrowed it after he did(and that's Jhoy). I asked him if he was the one who left the lead sticks. He said Yes. I asked him why. He told me that he won't be longer using those since he broke his mechanical pencil. (Hahahaha I know he has a point. But he could just buy a new one right?) I don't why, but I just find it sweet.

I don't know if he notices that

aside from my I.D. and necktie, it's the only one that I always put closest to my heart.

yeah. I always cling my pencil on my I.D. so I won't get it from my bag every now and then.

사랑인가?

I don't know if this is the right time,
and if I have to wait.
What I'm only sure of;
is that I like you.
And I don't when I'd stop to.
If it's destined to be "WE",
let it be.
We'll get there someday.
Just wait for me.

<3

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,

He said…no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever….

and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,

and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face

The boy grabbed her arm and said…

You’re not pretty you’re beautiful.

I don’t want to be with you forever.

I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away…I’d die…

if you pass by, and I feel like cardiac arrested...... that's the time I'll be able to figure out.....



that I like you.

there he goes again.....

I was already trying to forget how i felt (oh past tense yun ha!) about him...... ( ang oa! hahaha ) But it's recurring....... I remember yesterday, when our teacher can't continue her sentence and kept repeating "even if"...... Hahaha wala lang pumasok agad sa isip ko yung kanta ni Sam...... i started singing: *even if the sun refuse to shine......* and I just heard him singing the same song with the same line! tapos kanina..... we were having our computer classes...... he wanted to type something (actually he almost messed my work...) on my work...... he had put his arms around me to be able to type....... hayyy.... pwede naman kasing sa gilid nalang mag-type diba? Bakit naman kasi ganun pa....... Before I used to dream about him pa.......... nakakatakot nga eh.... parang ang oa-oa na sa ganyan....... Hay.... siguro sa makakabasa nito (meron nga kaya?hahaha) iisipin nilang malandi ako..... hahahaha dito ng lang ako ganito eh..... ayokong magsalita ng ganito sa school.... kasi yun nga baka sabihin nila, malandi........

사랑,
KATRina